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Finally I have the time for my second blog.
I really love blogging.
Because its the place where i can be myself

Now PMR is over
I am having some problems in my life.
I am officially making this blog to my second blog where i post about my problems i am facing

My first blog www.toskyismini.blogspot.com
is gonna be about the places and experiences and things i did.

So My first Problem I am facing now after PMR is
Money.

Yes, money.
I am having money crisis now :(

Dad went over seas, and left me with only 100 ringgit for 10 days.
Its not enough.
I think I've been starving myself.
Hope that my dad will realize faster what am i going through,

he did make me a credit card.
But its for emergencies only.

This Explains ALOT where my money always goes off to :(

Well let me introduce Chien Hutt.
He was my classmate untill he went to internationals :(
He was a really great friend.
He helped me alot.
Money crisis mostly.
seriously i really appreciate him as a friend.

Hope I can solve this problem.

and thats all for now.

My wish for today is obviously
Find a way to proper my money.

Love hope wish

Hey guys,
today I have such a dissapointment
I heard that my friend got her first kiss these year

wow that is like what I always dreamed of
having my very first kiss with the boy of my dreams
which girl doesn't want that

but these things doesn't happen in my world

so yesterday I had an epic dream!

At first I was with a boy that was lonely and emo
the totally not my kind of dude

first he was trying to kiss me
then I was trying to push him away from me

Then suddenly we were in the hospital
A nurse gave me an album of me, every single picture was me

the nurse said that the emo dude loved me since he knew me

I was so shock

Then suddenly emo boy came out from the room

but no emo boy was more good looking and woot great body shape

I was like woaw why are you so obscess of me?

Lol

and then we laugh and we start having our first kiss
...

Waow that was the weirdess dream I have ever had

so my wish for today is * I wish I will get my first kiss with the boy I love*

First wish*

Hey peoples.

This is my first post about my not so gorgeous life.

Thats why I made this blog :/

So in my blog it has erotic/interesting/not so happy or happy stories.

So I live in Malaysia where everything is boring and soo protected.

You wont see students making out in the park or school,

you don't see people having sex in the toilet,

but you hear people speaking bullshits like"Fucker mother lord" or something similar.

I study in this school named Sri KDU, lets just called it KICKDIEU,

I know it doesnt make sense, but hey I am a Malaysian.

So going on...

So studying in KDU is the worst thing have happen in my life after my mom passed away.

I know that you know that everyone knows that, that the school is good...

Because

1. Good Enviroment for studying.

2. Teacher that teach.

But KDU the school is just not awesome at all.

Because

1. Students are like bitches.

2. Show offs.

I cant stand this school.

But I as well have to go through it.

So today was a horrible day,

well everyday is horrible,

yesterday I got a urgent news that the skit competition was on tomorrow(today)

So I told the skit members,

and guess what happen today,

some of them do not know is today even though I told them

some never read the script,

at least some were okay.

So i dont have to go on,

at last we fail like duh.

So forget today and continiue...

From all those competition and exams, I hadnt had time to find someone to chat with me and

you know be there for me.

I have been single since last year,

and I cant stand it any longer

I need someone to talk to badly...

I need someone to hug me when I am hurt...

Oh well... Guess I have to keep looking.

Well I have to confess that I hate guys that like me,

and I have no idea why,

=.= I just found the reason why,

cause most of them are not really erm you know attractive?

I am not being a you know what...

But its true.

I sometime really cant say I love you when I dont really like the guy...

I dont just see looks, I also see the heart.

So thats all for today,

and I have a wish today * I wish to be loved*